i only remembered bringing my discman to shanghai, but left the cds behind. so the only one cd i could listen to was the one in the discman, karen mok’s second album, “i say”. haven’t listened to my cds for a long time, since like most hostelites, i live on giant doses of mp3s. (and of course, ufm1003!) listening to that old album brought back a lot of memories of this one guy i used to really like. it has been years, back when i still had to wear uniform to school. i still don’t know what exactly made me like him, but i liked him for a long time. tough luck, it was unrequited feelings, he was totally blind. it felt terrible, as most of you who had experienced before would know. i avoid falling for anyone now, because it makes me feel vulnerable. when i like someone, everything the person says affects me a lot, and i can’t function normally, the way i want to be. instead of telling the person how i feel, the coward me would rather opt the safe route - 不心动就不会痛. quite silly actually, but you can’t go wrong this way. if you are the “blind” guy and you happened to be reading this entry, i want to tell you, it’s your fault i’m still left on the shelf. :)